Perhaps, most of us would have gone through this phase of self adjustment to new places, new people and new lifestyle at some point of time. For me, my marriage has initiated this process.
I married a wonderful man who is personification of all the ideal characteristics I wanted in my husband. The journey between engagement and marriage was magical and to my surprise, he often proved to be more than my imagination. After this beautiful four month period we got married and then started struggle (typical Kota style!) Not really!
My husband has become the person through whom I discovered quite a bit about myself that I was previously unaware of! I never experienced or even knew that I think tangentially at times, I get jealous, I am possessive and I too need attention ( etc alike). Love brings in such new shades within us for our loved ones. I panicked in confusion as to why I was so possessive or so attention seeking but the lovely man I have demonstrates me the cause and effect of all the emotional transformations within me every time with patience and perseverance.
I cant thank god enough for what he has given me, wonderful people - my parents, my bro, my hus, my friends everyone. though I never felt incomplete, only my hus could give me this sense of completeness and bliss. I am discovering so much about myself each day that I have started to rejuvenate my life in several beautiful ways. Its also a challenge at times when it calls for adjustment especially with something you may be unaware of previously. But life is moving melodiously with all elements periodically playing their role in a symphony.
Perhaps its a little bit early to give out statements but I feel confident and contented with the way things are moving on. One major discovery that I made about myself (which may be true in general too) is that FEAR is the root cause of all anger/negativity/ego. Once that is conquered we find ourselves in a peaceful place once and for all. Never let fear over take your emotions.
Finally, live love and laugh!
I married a wonderful man who is personification of all the ideal characteristics I wanted in my husband. The journey between engagement and marriage was magical and to my surprise, he often proved to be more than my imagination. After this beautiful four month period we got married and then started struggle (typical Kota style!) Not really!
My husband has become the person through whom I discovered quite a bit about myself that I was previously unaware of! I never experienced or even knew that I think tangentially at times, I get jealous, I am possessive and I too need attention ( etc alike). Love brings in such new shades within us for our loved ones. I panicked in confusion as to why I was so possessive or so attention seeking but the lovely man I have demonstrates me the cause and effect of all the emotional transformations within me every time with patience and perseverance.
I cant thank god enough for what he has given me, wonderful people - my parents, my bro, my hus, my friends everyone. though I never felt incomplete, only my hus could give me this sense of completeness and bliss. I am discovering so much about myself each day that I have started to rejuvenate my life in several beautiful ways. Its also a challenge at times when it calls for adjustment especially with something you may be unaware of previously. But life is moving melodiously with all elements periodically playing their role in a symphony.
Perhaps its a little bit early to give out statements but I feel confident and contented with the way things are moving on. One major discovery that I made about myself (which may be true in general too) is that FEAR is the root cause of all anger/negativity/ego. Once that is conquered we find ourselves in a peaceful place once and for all. Never let fear over take your emotions.
Finally, live love and laugh!
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